Wednesday, April 10, 2013

In the Desert (GH #28)

I do not understand the fascination with the desert. It’s all around me in Southern California: both the desert itself and people’s fascination with it. The desert to me has always seemed dirty—everything tinged with the same color of dust. My readers, including my dear brother, who actually prefers to go off driving into the New Mexico desert, are yelling at their screens right now: the desert is not monotone, it’s full of life, it’s no more dirty than a tropical forest, etc. But, for me, the desert represents a wasteland, dry and barren of possibility, open and exposed to the scorching sun. If I have to drive through it, it’s something to pass through as quickly as possible.

My pastor last Sunday began a series of sermons on Jesus’ temptation by the devil in the desert (Luke 4). He highlighted the contrast between the first temptation with the first Adam in the lush garden of Eden and this second temptation with the “last Adam” (I Cor 15:45) in the arid desert. Jesus Christ, led by the Holy Spirit, intentionally put himself into a climate where he would be tempted in the most natural ways (hunger, thirst, discomfort, discouragement), as well as in supernatural ones (Satan’s challenges), in order to demonstrate for us how to win the battle against temptation.

Life is, of course, replete with its lush forests and arid deserts, its times of plenty and its times of drought. For me, the desert is a temptation: a temptation to complain and be discontent. George Herbert expresses this well in his poem “The Bunch of Grapes.” Likening the experience of the Christian life to that of the Israelites wandering in the wilderness, Herbert says,

“We have our sands and serpents, tents and shrouds;
     Alas, our murmurings come not last!” (17-18)

So true: our response in the desert tends to be complain first; ask questions later.

I will quote another line from Herbert, this time from his poem “Home”:

“Nothing but drought and dearth, but bush and brake,
     Which way so-e’re I look, I see” (49-50)

The desert is a temptation: to despair in the wasteland. All seems barren. No possibilities. Maybe the seeming wasteland continues for as far as the eye can see.

What might it mean to embrace the desert? I’m not sure I’m ready for that one. Christ’s response to his temptation in the desert must be a key to our survival in the times of drought in life, though: stay rooted in God’s Word, know that the Holy Spirit can enable one to win the battle against temptation, turn to the Savior who can sympathize with us in our temptations, and maintain hope of the reward to come as a result of winning the battle.

So, should I yearn to see the “oasis” (to belabor the metaphor), or should I learn to appreciate the desert? I don’t know that I have the answer.

1 comment:

  1. Well said, Jen. Of course, it is the desert that makes one appreciate the oasis. Unless you're a wandering Israelite, of course.

    ReplyDelete